Didn't blog for so long ever since my phone was confiscated by my parent, but after so many months and almost half a year and I finally got it back permanently :3
♡♡♡♡So today going to blog about my relationships.... ♡♡♡♡
Basically there's not much things to say and nothing special, because recently memories of the past came back so was wondering if I can state them here and release my stress from keeping them in my mind for so long....
Here :
I'm finally single now :3 happie and sad. But was going to start on the very first relationship I have with.... "Nicholas" he was consider my very first relationship without counting the puppy love r/s. So Nicholas and I have been together for 1 year and 3 months and that was my first longest relationship ever. It can actually last even further than that but then kinda have some misunderstandings, mistrusting each other and argument which lead us to breaking up :\ it was the most fun relationship I have and the most freedom I have but when it got to my second relationship with "ken lim" my freedom was mostly gone, my parent suspected me having a boyfriend and locked me up, preventing me to meet him up. Super angry at first but then slowly I get to understand her more and more.... Everything she said was only meant for my own good :)
I was still a smoker and "ken" dislike smoker, he also hate hanging out with smokers but then I tried to quit many times for him. I did quit but for less than a day for the first time and the second for less than a week but at least I didn't smoke for almost 5days. Punching myself hard on the chest to keep myself awake and avoid picking up the cigarette. But slowly because of my father that smokes infront of me everytime, it give me the tendency to smoke again. But I told him that I quitted, because I don't want him to be angry.
When he found out that I was still smoking and called my friend to buy cigarette for me he was so pissed off that he throw his temper on me and called Sarah, blaming her for not stopping me from smoking but its really not that easy to do, it's easy to say though. Doesn't know why am I so soft-hearted and forgiven him for being too hush. I know I was at the fault as well :x
We patch and break and patch and break for million times but that was only for fun -.-zzz (that's what he told me) its okay ^^ but when it came to the real break he called me for 99times but I rejected to pick up. I was regret after a very long thinking. During his birthday I spend the whole day thinking should I even wish him a "Happie Birthday" and apologize back to him? My friend "Nigel Woon" encouraged me and supported me, trusting me that I can make the changes and I did! We became friends back :) but after months without contacting each other he start to block me away again -,- dont know what's the problem with him zzzz but at least I never regret for apologizing, for what I did during the break up.. Now his a famous chef, he studied at Temasek Polytechnic.
His Instagram : krayonstories
You can log in to check out his #foodporn I bet you will drool 😜 because it just look so GOOD !! But too bad that his ignoring me now so it's okay :))
"CheeWoon" was okay at the very first of the relationship with him but then slowly he get very cold towards me and breaking promises every single day, you know #gemini hates people from breaking promise, not only the #gemini's everyone hates it !! His was one of the worse relationship I have.... We only been together for 1month and we broke up during my common test, putting so much stress my head that make me fail 2 paper at a time, I never failed any paper every since primary 6!! :@ asdfghjkl
And now lastly was "ahyang" which just broke up 3 days ago..... I still can't forget the past no matter how much I try, I can smell his smell even in the class without reason, places that we walk though together I can still remember. And the worse was, the movie "ghost child" I can't forget what you did that make me cry in the movie instead of screaming of horror.
♡People change but memories stays♡
Thats what I always says. And people always tell me.....
Trying everything I can to forget all the past and concentrate on the future especially my E.O.Y exam now~
Now I'm finally single and can chill more.... Of course I don't care much about relationships anymore :3 this time I swear I won't, not gonna break my promise again :3 and no matter how much I love the person I wouldn't be with him because I rather be friend with him so there won't have any break up happen, and we can still contact each other better then being together and then ended up ignoring each other became an enermy.....
Can't find "Nicholas" picture....
Here's the zilian wang "ken lim" HAHA look at that silly face! XD
This was taken at jurong point library, spamming photo before I leave :3
We just love to zilian a lot haha XP
"Chee Woon" was the one that I least quarrel with but was also the most worst relationship, we been together for only 1month -.-zzz worst r/s of my life!
See this ahbeng! Point middle finger at me @.@_|_
Slacking at his work place 'häägen-Däz'
The money face $_$ forever steal my money de ! :@asdfghjkl !!
And "Lim Qing Yang" was my very last relationship that I sweared ! Didn't have my phone that time that's why never take much photo, he use his phone to take instead. Credit : AhYang
Looking back to all this picture actually make me feels better sometimes, thinking back how happie we use to be =)
That's all for today :3
♡♡♡♡choi♡♡♡♡
Chiong over just to take picture haha:D
