Learning Journey at Swensens Restaurant ♡

Hey whatssup guys another blogging for today :3 

Here have a glance of my images 😂 there's many awesome FOOD !!!!!!!!!!!

Super lazy to type out everything so just upload picture for must of them.....

First photo taken once reached there:)

Chiong over just to take picture haha:D

Waiting for our turn... So long so just take take take and then Instagram Instagram and Instagram lolz....

Finally in, ordering our item and sing happie birthday song to Jannah, the queen that seats infront :) 

Here come my food 'mushroom and salmon pasta'

and Suqi 'chill....(don't know what)....pasta'

Yum yum yummy~ muaxs!

My dessert'double chocolate crunch' :3

No idea what's her dessert name hahaha. 

Finished our meals and ready to go back. 

Headed back to the bus-stop for the transport to take us back to school....

Instead of waiting so long we decided to camwow xD 

Once the bus is here, we still continue to zilian ✌

And lastly, we end the day here. Loads of fun ♡😘😂😁😍♡

Credit : ♡ Suqi ♡

Caption : Jannah (birthday gurl) , Suqi , MMMMEEEEEE , Roselin , Fareez , Ashraf ( If I'm not wrong with the spelling x: ) and the rest are just simply classmates :3 last but not least, Marcus (our instructors for the day)

Follow us in Instagram : @suqilovessyouu , @fareezminho , @ashxxz and me @choishirlin ♡ don't know should I include the the instructors Instagram as well but here :3 @datangsta KEKEKE ✌

My relationships

Didn't blog for so long ever since my phone was confiscated by my parent, but after so many months and almost half a year and I finally got it back permanently :3

♡♡♡♡So today going to blog about my relationships.... ♡♡♡♡

Basically there's not much things to say and nothing special, because recently memories of the past came back so was wondering if I can state them here and release my stress from keeping them in my mind for so long....

Here : 

I'm finally single now :3 happie and sad. But was going to start on the very first relationship I have with.... "Nicholas" he was consider my very first relationship without counting the puppy love r/s. So Nicholas and I have been together for 1 year and 3 months and that was my first longest relationship ever. It can actually last even further than that but then kinda have some misunderstandings, mistrusting each other and argument which lead us to breaking up :\ it was the most fun relationship I have and the most freedom I have but when it got to my second relationship with "ken lim" my freedom was mostly gone, my parent suspected me having a boyfriend and locked me up, preventing me to meet him up. Super angry at first but then slowly I get to understand her more and more.... Everything she said was only meant for my own good :)

I was still a smoker and "ken" dislike smoker, he also hate hanging out with smokers but then I tried to quit many times for him. I did quit but for less than a day for the first time and the second for less than a week but at least I didn't smoke for almost 5days. Punching myself hard on the chest to keep myself awake and avoid picking up the cigarette. But slowly because of my father that smokes infront of me everytime, it give me the tendency to smoke again. But I told him that I quitted, because I don't want him to be angry. 

When he found out that I was still smoking and called my friend to buy cigarette for me he was so pissed off that he throw his temper on me and called Sarah, blaming her for not stopping me from smoking but its really not that easy to do, it's easy to say though. Doesn't know why am I so soft-hearted and forgiven him for being too hush. I know I was at the fault as well :x 

We patch and break and patch and break for million times but that was only for fun -.-zzz (that's what he told me) its okay ^^ but when it came to the real break he called me for 99times but I rejected to pick up. I was regret after a very long thinking. During his birthday I spend the whole day thinking should I even wish him a "Happie Birthday" and apologize back to him? My friend "Nigel Woon" encouraged me and supported me, trusting me that I can make the changes and I did! We became friends back :) but after months without contacting each other he start to block me away again -,- dont know what's the problem with him zzzz but at least I never regret for apologizing, for what I did during the break up.. Now his a famous chef, he studied at Temasek Polytechnic. 

His Instagram : krayonstories

You can log in to check out his #foodporn I bet you will drool 😜 because it just look so GOOD !! But too bad that his ignoring me now so it's okay :))

"CheeWoon" was okay at the very first of the relationship with him but then slowly he get very cold towards me and breaking promises every single day, you know #gemini hates people from breaking promise, not only the #gemini's everyone hates it !! His was one of the worse relationship I have.... We only been together for 1month and we broke up during my common test, putting so much stress my head that make me fail 2 paper at a time, I never failed any paper every since primary 6!! :@ asdfghjkl

And now lastly was "ahyang" which just broke up 3 days ago..... I still can't forget the past no matter how much I try, I can smell his smell even in the class without reason, places that we walk though together I can still remember. And the worse was, the movie "ghost child" I can't forget what you did that make me cry in the movie instead of screaming of horror.

♡People change but memories stays♡

Thats what I always says. And people always tell me.....

Trying everything I can to forget all the past and concentrate on the future especially my E.O.Y exam now~

Now I'm finally single and can chill more.... Of course I don't care much about relationships anymore :3 this time I swear I won't, not gonna break my promise again :3 and no matter how much I love the person I wouldn't be with him because I rather be friend with him so there won't have any break up happen, and we can still contact each other better then being together and then ended up ignoring each other became an enermy.....

Can't find "Nicholas" picture....

 

Here's the zilian wang "ken lim" HAHA look at that silly face! XD 

This was taken at jurong point library, spamming photo before I leave :3

We just love to zilian a lot haha XP

Our 2nd monthsary, he gave me and ring, was still keeping with me ^^

"Chee Woon" was the one that I least quarrel with but was also the most worst relationship, we been together for only 1month -.-zzz worst r/s of my life! 

See this ahbeng! Point middle finger at me @.@_|_

Slacking at his work place 'häägen-Däz'

The money face $_$ forever steal my money de ! :@asdfghjkl !!

And "Lim Qing Yang" was my very last relationship that I sweared ! Didn't have my phone that time that's why never take much photo, he use his phone to take instead. Credit : AhYang

Looking back to all this picture actually make me feels better sometimes, thinking back how happie we use to be =) 

That's all for today :3

♡♡♡♡choi♡♡♡♡

YWCA fost-canning lodge event

Didn't blog for long for some reason. And just going to do a random shot I taken today for our Project Pari Award!
Here's just some image I took today :3

Hey I'm back again!!

Sorry I wasn't having good mood this few days so I just post my images to my blog, since I don't post them online cause its way too unglam already and lazy to blog about it. Sorry~

The worst days of my life..

Hey guys! Sorry for the late update and instead of my new hairstyle, I decided to postpone it.. Because this hair are seriously too short for me to tie them up.
So here's what I gonna blog about for today and it was taken a few days ago till now....
What really happen this few days, erm.. Kinda long story to explain everything out but I'm still gonna blog some of it :)
Here....



Previously I wasn't in a good mood due to my unwell-ness , the stress of common test that is coming up and some personnel problem. Because I have to take back whatever position of my common test that I have lost the other time, I have to get it back, so I decided to revise almost everyday after school and weekends thus we didn't make it, cause of the stress that I have, it brought me to a high fever making my mood pissed! So I don't really sure the reason why we almost break up or what, but I know I'm too rush over everything, and that totally brought me to a quarrel with CW -.-

We have giving each other attitude lately, quarrel over little things, ignoring one another like we never before =\ ( that's what I hate the most, I hate ignoring people, I always feel so guilty, etc.. ) here comes the day where I dream until we have broke up and was crying in my dream which never happen before :( AT ALL! After I woke up I saw this super long message and it really says he wanna 'break'.... I totally gone speechless— yeah, stupidly enough I apologized for my every mistake for these few days..

—A FEW DAYS LATER....—

# 2 March ,

– Things start to happen again –
I asked him out because :

Firstly, I thought he wanna meet.
Secondly, I just wanna be alone for the day but perhaps I think calling him pei me would be better.
Thirdly, because Sarah couldn't make it for revising together on that day..
.... And CW thought that I'm treating him like a "spare tire" ZZZ
Was super angry and sad of course when he reply that, my thoughts suddenly changed! I think that maybe I really should be ALONE !!
Later on, people starts to saw my post and commented on it and ken start to chat me too, saying that he wanna come.. ( that's where I start to confuse ) cause CW gives me those reply that really hurt me a lot and guess that we shouldn't meet, so I allowed ken to come. Ending up ken is like (( I don't even know how to explain that expression of him )) I feel that ex and bf can never be together!

— AWHILE LATER —

Ken said that he going home.... So CW and I continue walking around and around the mall till we go to the opposite block for the rest of the entire day....

— DURING THE TEXT —

While I'm in a super nice mood, talking nicely and happily here come the problem again! Don't know what reason we start to talk about the past.. And this reminded everything, ALL THE HAPPY AND SAD MOMENT THAT WE HAVE! You should remember them, even though you don't, it doesn't matter either, it's good that you have forgotten everything but do you'll ever heard that, " A guy can easily forget everything within days or worse within hours, but for a girl she will never forget everything no matter it's good or bad! " But I wish to forget all of them, just that it keep glue to my brain and I'm trying to change it back but you make it worse. All I wanted was just being back a best friend like my previous ex, we still chit-chat , play and laugh without thinking back to the past. Our past have starting to fade.... Thus it took a year plus for it..


Haizzzz.... "Someone" called me to ignore you but you know that I hate ignoring people, cause I don't like people to ignore me so I don't ignore them. Usually I only ignore people either they are annoying me very much or they keep talking nonsense -.-zzz then I will ignore, but for some small cases I don't wish to, and hope you don't make it worse....

It's so useless saying now, I can't do anything either right?? What can I say? I called you not to smoke because I'm trying to quit but ended up you smoke with your friends, so now you have regretted for starting, it's kinda good that you do! So you won't continue the path.
– JUST GONNA WITH YOU ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR OWN LIFE AND THIS ALL I CAN SAY –

SORRY FOR ANYTHING IF IM WRONG AT ANY POINT...





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For my new hairstyle, I will try to update it as soon as possible :3
THANKS ~

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*i apologize for no picture imported, cause was heading to Malaysia, so didn't use any lappy*